Me in a nutshell (can someone please help get me out)

Age - 36 (damn that hurt to finally edit)

Hair colour - Blond

Eye colour - Appears to change a lot, although whether it actually does I don't know. It has been commented on quite a bit that sometimes they vary between different intensities of grey, yellow, hazel, green and various lights and dark within those (can be many colours at same time - circled in yellow is common I'm told). It does seem to have a slight relation to mood but that could be me projecting something or just only noticing when it supports that idea.

Relationship status - In a relationship for 16 years

Pets - Have had mice, rats, gerbils, hamsters, dog  and cat. Unfortunately nothing currently

Religion - Athiest/anti-theist

Political affiliation - None, I despise them all

Interests - Psychology, philosophy, classical history, literature, serial killers, forensics, mythical creatures, cryptozoology, magic, illusion, dragons, art (Dali, Blake, Fuseli ( I also draw and paint - fantasy art, dragons, abstract and wildlife)), music, horror, parapsychology, profiling, unexplained, writing poetry, songs and short stories

Favourite films - The Crow, The Prophecy, The Dark Knight, American psycho, Hannibal Lector films, Saw (all), Repo - The Genetic opera

Favourite TV shows - Arrow, Lucifer, Constantine, Waking The Dead, NCIS. Black Mirror, Sleepy Hollow, Supernatural, CSI (all), Dexter, House, The Mentalist, Without a Trace, Criminal Minds

Favourite books - H.P. Lovecraft, any horror, James Patterson thrillers, poetry - Anne Sexton, Sylvia Plath, Blake), Edgar Allen Poe, classics such as The Aeneid, The Oddysey, The Illiad, The Divine Comedy, Paradise Lost, psychology books (no pop psychology), philosophy, history, serial killer (basically anything on the topics listed above - I have an obscene amount of books).  Like lots of fiction and non-fiction.

Favourite music - Very long list.  Assemblage 23, Diary Of Dreams, VNV Nation, Covenant, Rotersand, Icon of Coil, Combichrist, Rammstein, Oomph, Eisbrecher, Skinny Puppy, OhGr, Project Pitchfork, Razed In Black, Gary Numan, Funker Vogt, Korn, Lights Of Euphoria, Sero Overdose, Suicide Commando, Mesh, Tenek, Mushroomhead, Slipknot, Neurotic Fish, Nine Inch Nails, Pride and Fall, Stone Sour, Therapy?, Wolfsheim, :wumpscut:, Atreyu, Grendel, Velvet Acid Christ, Peter Gabriel, Genesis, Leather Strip, Front Line Assembly......and more.  Basically EBM, Industrial, Rock, Metal, Goth, Synthpop, Darkwave and all of their similar and derived genres

Secrets -


Favourite colour - Purple

Fears - People in general, people knowing when I'm ill, killing an animal by accident, spiders (I actually like them unless they are running towards me quickly), food, being alone, someone knowing something about me that can be used against me - in my experience very few can be trusted with information, people thinking I have betrayed a confidence (never never never but I have been blamed before when I even knew who it was but didn't want to get them into trouble so I took the blame), bullying - name calling even in 'jest', losing it in front of others, people thinking I'm stupid when it's usually an effect of lithium that makes me have trouble thinking and finding words.

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